My him

Dontknow why miss him badly today.
Once upon a time, we go hand in hand
but today he name is lost from the name record book
and no one accompany me to get my car 
Feel like something disappeared
No one talking nonsense with me
No wonderland feeling anymore
No one that i can buli and he never feel angry
Really miss when we together.
But its over.I have to look ahead.
Thanks you